hurt.

2yrs, you've been my brother.
Quarrelling over big or small issues.
Going through thick & thins tgt.
Remembering the 3 times you wanted to disown me.
& counted myself lucky that i've gone through it.
I always prayed that there will not be a next time.
Now, because of such small matters you wanted me to disown you.
I've alr lose a brother & yet now you wanted me to lose another one.
Seriously, you're just too cruel to me.
You said you wanted me to disown you because you kept hurting me.
But, did you ever think that if i disowned you, i will get more hurt?
I've alr used to the care & concern you've gave me.
Sending me home everynight w/o fail except for some occasions.
Conflicts started between we girls because me & you were too close.
But, i still act as if nothing happened.
Everytime when you're down, i would always try my very best to cheer you up.
Whenever i'm down, you would always cheer me up too.
Last few night you're angry and i would always give in to you.
But did you give in to me just now?
I just wanted to test whether you would give in to me or not.
Yet you became even more angry and said those words that i nvr ever wanted to hear.
I thought i wouldn't hear those words from you anymore.
But, this day still arrived.
Seriously, you meant a lot to me.
I can't survive w/o you & that's for real.
And right now i'm telling you this.
I am not going to disown you.
And neither will i stop sending those things to you.
Last but not least, iloveyou brother.