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Saturday, December 05, 2009

Life changed..

I'm so sad today. Mama nvr work today cause Papa's doctor wants to see her. Ma called me in the afternoon and said that Pa's kidney's weren't gd. & the doctor wants me to donate one of mine to him. ): It's not that i don't want to donate.. I'm scared, i don't want to go for operation. ): What am i suppose to do? )):

Was going to cry when i knew about it. I know that there's baby and my sisters will be there for me, so i controlled my tears till now. If i donate, i won't be able to cheer anymore, do other stuffs like other teenagers do because my body's gonna be weaker. My body's alr weak now, how am i suppose to live after the donation? If i don't donate, i will see Pa suffer by going dialysis. ): I don't know what to do.. Sigh.

How i wish time would rewind back till when Pa's condition were better. I would definitely advice him to eat more heathily etc. ): Wish god will heal him soon. Prays. ):

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