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Monday, August 25, 2008

anger.

Hello !
Had chemistry paper today.
Was shocked that the paper was quite easy.
But, i think i'll fail it man.
LOL !
Went out sch with kl.
he accompanied me to wait for cab(:
Thanks uh :D
Lombang jas & tsh too.
Bathed everything & currently waiting for tuition teacher to come.
She's late -.-
Going kpool for pooling sessions again ^^
No need wake up so early tmr.
Cause our papers starts at 0130pm :D

If you don't know anything, don't claim that you know it.
I didn't make you pissed off, I made them pissed off by walking away.
Not every conflicts involves me.
It's only the second time & the very last time.
You all didn't quarrel because you all are just simply following her.
Every conflict starts with only me & her.
You all wanted to follow her & it's your choice.
& you would follow her because you have noone else to follow.
You have your 2 bestest friend in your lvl.
But they seems to like each other better & you're being left out.
I understand that kind of feelings.
& When did i don't allow him to go with his friends?
I made him pay but not everything.
I did treated him things too.
Since when i didn't allow him to play with you all?
Yeah, ppl do get jealous because i've alr liked him that time.
You too, complained to him about me texting the one you love.
He still asked me not to text him.
I won't blame him because i knew it long ago.
I only dislike ppl that are unclose to me to copy me.
Remember this, i told you all before, maybe not you.
Clothes all that i'd always ask you all to buy the same as me.
Think please.
You even don't know what i'm thinking so don't act as if you know everything.
I admitted that time & i did changed.
But you all didn't.
How would you want me to change continueously when you all don't?
Yes, I did said the bias thing but it's not serious.
You all giving in to me?
I don't think so.
Every minor quarrels between us, i would argue back but the last sentence always comes from you all.
I didn't even wanted to say back anymore.
I didn't think that everyone likes me please.
You all just find me whenever you all needed me.
I knew you will confirm have hatred in me & i alr expected it v.long ago.
If i love a person v.much & he loves you, i too, will not like you as much.
Think again, if you're crying & another one is crying too,
Would you go cheer the other one when she's just crying about you & a guy's conflict?
I'm stupid enough to go & cheer the other one when i'm crying like a dead person.
Everytime when you all are down, i'll be the dumbest person on earth doing everything i've got to cheer you all up.
Doing every retarded actions, making myself a fool.
& Did you ever notice that i'd never ever scold you all?
I don't scold those that are close to me unless they are guys.
Yes i agree i did argue back with you all.
But, since when i scolded you all?
& Who would go to your house & cook for you when you asked me to?
If i asked you to cook for me, i don't think you would do it.
I really appreciate what you've helped me before with my ex.bf.
& i had nvr stop helping you to be tgt with him.
I always asked him to treat you better.
He would always think i'm irritating & always gets angry because i scolded him for treating you so badly.
& yeah, i don't think you know it.
Not everyone likes you either.
I knew many of them but i didn't even bother about it.
I remembered you giving me attitudes & i told her to tell you that i'll treat you how you treated me.
You did changed but not for long.
I know you'll definitely be angry after reading this.
But it's just what i think.
Everything will come to an end.
The pants is the last gift i would give you.
My farewell gift to you.
I would nvr ever go back with you guys anymore.
I appreciate for what you all had done to me for the past 3-4yrs.
Bidding farewell to you guys would maybe make me even happier.
I will remember those fun & happy times tgt with you guys.
You guys made my life wonderful once.
& it will be kept in my heart for life.
I'd nvr ever regretted making such friends.
I hope you guys would remember me too.
But, i think it's not possible anyway.
It's alright & i won't blame you guys.
Do well in your studies.
Goodlucks for your prelims & EOY.
Takecares.
Farewell, My friends.

B had woken up alr.
Going pooling soon ^^
Goodbye :D

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