Goodbye 2013.

It's been a 'bullet train' year and we're welcoming a new year once again! 2013 had been great, finally get to graduate from Republic Poly and head on to SIM. The thing that my parents longed for, i've done it, to get a diploma cert! Getting to uni wasn't my intention as i feel that my brains got rusty and my memory is getting worse (old alrdy hahaha), it was parents who wanted me to continue studying so....i decided to get a degree cert for them too. Ah i love my parents so much even though i hate studying............lol.

 Had a few 'first time' experiences this year:

1) Seeing real snow!!!! OMG FINALLY, IT'S SO PRETTY!!

2) Travelling to 6 different countries in a year (wtf)

3) Bleaching my hair (like finally i've the guts)
4) Driving a car. (passed my BTT, FTT & TP all at 1 try! Hahaha)

The people who came into your life by accident and stayed for a purpose is the most wonderful thing that happened to me this year and this is how i met a few of my new friends in SIM! We just randomly sat beside each other during the enrolment talk and coincidently couldn't attend the Rmit camp that is going to occur before our lectures start because all of us are going overseas! We decided queue together on that day and save our numbers to meet on the first day of lecture and our bond just got stronger after every lectures we attend together hehe.

Was having a hard time deciding how should i celebrate my 21st birthday this year and finally booked everything super last minute like 5 days before my birthday. Was praying that it will all go smoothly and yeap god heard my prayers! 21st birthday celebration was great where i finally get to meet up most of my friends after not seeing them for almost or more than a year! Am very thankful for the presents received and all of those who managed to celebrate this day with me, i love y'all! ♥

My r/s this year isn't as good compared to the past 2years as i've broke down too many times. Lying was the main culprit that made our r/s rather unstable and the after effect of having trust issues made it worse. Thus far, all is well now as we are mainly 24/7 together and am slowly building up my trust towards him though i'm not going to trust him so much now after all that has happened. The ups and downs we went through together made our r/s stronger and i'm glad that we still stick to each other after numerous arguments.

Had the most limited time spent on my friends this year as i'm 24/7 with Rh, was so sad that i couldn't make it to a few of our meetups. Even so, i'm so extremely happy that my girls understand me and we're still as close as glue even though we individuals have our own life and could hardly meet up! The best gift of my life was to know them (exclude my cousin which is a part of our group) & am really thankful for them!

 I love my 三只老虎 sooooo fucking much hehehehe. 

My 2014 resolutions are rather simple:

1) Studies to go on smoothly.

2) Everyone to stay happy & healthy.

3) Girlfriends to stay close to each other and them to find their own happiness. 

4) Our r/s to be stable and last till we get married HAHAHA LOL.

Hope you guys have a great new year ahead too, x. 

Lucky angel,

Sometimes, did you ever thought that you actually have a guardian angel watching over you and helping you whenever you're in need or when you're at your wits end?

Yes i do. I have ALWAYS been so so so lucky since primary school...

For my PSLE, i actually got 188 which is the lowest and minimum score to get into a express stream in secondary school. So after that, i went into Cbss. I met great friends that made me don't wanna make new friends anymore and i lost that ability to start a new friendship with others. Though many things happened in between till now, i still don't deny that i had the greatest laughter and fun with them. So yeah, for O'lvls i actually gotten a score of 26(after minus-ing CCA points=24), and also the minimum points for me to head over to a polytechnic. Went into a course that i never really liked because it's mix Business + IT (well, i only hate the IT part tho). Year1 was okay but many things happened during Year2-3(2010-2011), many dramas was going on and i was hopeless and don't even feel like doing anything. I flung my studies and have to repeat modules and Fyp and worse of all, i have to repeat another year of studies which means Year4. During mid of Year3, i learnt to stand back up and be independent and that's where i met another new bunch of great friends. They were there whenever i felt hopeless, guiding me through life and there i met him and started a new relationship. Am really blessed to have them with me until now even when i hardly meet/contact them. So that's when i grew up and tried to finish my studies in poly and people were shocked that i actually went for talks ALONE for a couple of weeks. Yes, this is me trying to get my life back on track. Parents were waiting for this day for god damn long and finally, graduation day came for me....

Am really glad that i finally get to say goodbye to Rp and head on with a new life. Thick-skinned me that only has 1.4GPA went to apply for enrollment at SIM Global for Bachelor of Business Management(RMIT). The man at the counter that served me even offered me to enroll into their school to get another diploma cause my gpa was too low. I've already wasted 1year repeating at Rp and now you want me to waste another 1half yr to get your diploma so that i can go straight to the degree course i wanted? You kiddin' me?! But nevertheless, i still went to think about getting another diploma IF i really did not get into the course..... Well, i think my guardian angel was watching me over and eventually someone called me up in the morning to go down to SIM to collect my offer package!!!! ARE YOU SERIOUS.........I was actually offered a place in the school & course. So few days ago, i went down to sign contract with the school and yes, am officially a uni student. 

So, never stop believing in yourself and get back up when people tries to pull you down. It's okay to cry, it's okay to have a dramatic life as long as you move on cause it's a passing phase of life but most importantly, it's not okay to give up on yourself. Big thanks to those people who came into my life and stayed, i love you people especially my girls,

and most importantly...

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