Maybe..it isn't right.

School was pretty fine this days. Nothing really much happened except for...i think i went back time 1month before. But ohwell, it wouldn't last so long, i knew it would go back to how it was. Cheryl somehow brainwashed me just now. It really got me thinking for a moment, i guess i should really give it a thought.........should i? Everything wasn't suppose to be this way.. This isn't right.

謝謝，曾經讓我付出過的你，

謝謝，曾經讓我擁抱過的你，

謝謝，曾經讓我快樂過的你，

謝謝，曾經讓我感動過的你，

謝謝，我離開了，

謝謝，你快樂了，

對不起，我不得不忍住眼淚笑著看你離去，

對不起，我曾經愛過的你。

Sorry.. today will be the last time i'm gonna post this. We.weren't.meant.to.be.in.the.first.place. No? I've got my last wish, really..satisfied now. (: I only wanna know..why? 

♥

"Be with someone who knows exactly what they have when they have you.

Not someone who will realize it when they've lost you."

"In life, you must learn to expect the worst,

expect the unexpected or don't expect at all."

"I wish I could hurt you the way you hurt me.

But I know that if I had the chance, I wouldn't do it."

"The best thing in life is finding someone who knows all your mistakes

and weaknesses and still thinks you're completely amazing."

"We are commonly scared of losing someone.
But which is better?

Losing someone or losing yourself for someone?"

"Good-bye's make you think.

They make you realize what you've had and what you've lost,

and what you've taken for granted."

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Forget? Or..

Hi there! Last whole week was great, weekdays were quite normal for me tho. 2 continuous days of clubbing night on Fri & Sat. Really mad tiredz. Friday night was spent at Rebel with Flower, Randy & Royston to celebrate his advance birthday! Party ended & Ky drove me to Blk 500+ for breakfast, homed aftermath. I swear i had major memoryloss that day, couldn't remember what i did!!!!! T.T 

Woke up & went church alone........Damn tired mxm i swear. Homed & prepared then head down to Sgoon to meet up with Siew, Laura, Tkl, Flower, Randy & Royce! Headed over to Cq's bridge for drinking session then headed over to Rebel. I swear it's the best night everrrrrrrrrz!! (Y) And i swear Royce was freaking funny, omgz. Saw Cherie&co there too! ^^ Some parts were abit paranoid because i kept being pushed. Okay, so shared cab with Rachel & homed. (:

Met Siewhui & Flower at Hub last night. Practically walking around etc. Homed around 12plus. Currently in class nao! Mad tired plus boring. Enjoying my Sushi+Bbt during breaktime, thanks ah TerenceAng! HAHAHA. ^^ Photos all not with me, will upload them once i've received them! 

Idk why, but i swear i couldn't forget every single moment that night.. But ohwell, don't think you'll feel this way somehow. It's been so long since you've said that 3words to me, hehehe. Thanks for the night tho! ♥

Apart.

No school for me on Friday! Metup with Amanda at Town for windowshopping. Walked from Orchard to Somerset. Anyway, met up with Randy, Laura & Megan awhile outside Cine. Wanted to wait for Cousin&co to reach but they were way slow!! So we left first and cab-ed over to Amanda's place. Saw Ivan & Lester when we're gg to take cab.

They kept psycho-ing us to go movie with them etc, but we seriously have the club feel that night. So yeah, waited for her to prepare, drank at her place then cab-ed over to Ph. Metup with Amanda's friends there, drank like freeflow. Wanted to go over to Rebel but got stucked at Ph, the rest don't wanna go....T.T So followed them & went to Nana. Drank again, wtf. I kept losingzzzzz. Anyway, cab-ed over to idk where for NasiLemak with Amanda then homed!!

Woke up around 5pm on Sat. Prepared & met Terence then to Paragon's SushiTei for dinner! Thanks for the treattttttt! Hehehehe. Walked over to Wisma's Starbucks to do the stupid Assignment. Finished like damn fast, HEHEHEHE.

Walked around Town after that, seriously got no where to go. So settled down at Heeren's Mac while waiting for Flower & Cousin to come. Storytelling time, & he's super crazy. Saying that the previous day was super dramatic & he's like watching my reallife channel8 show, just that the main actress wasn't around. LOL, WTF. Okay, only some will know what i'm talking about. Lol. So yeah, Terence left when they reached around 12plus.

Walked over to Orchard plaza's carpark foodcourt? to drink. They wanna go see how Neverland look like, so we went over and idk why, we just walked right in!!!! Drank again when we're there. Ky was there too! So went to find him awhile. One of the thai girl beside me was fking pretty, OMG. Okay, Ky drove me home around 4plus & straight KO-ed on my bed.

Woke up in an hour for church this morning. Almost died of tiredness in church, wthz. Homed after church & slept till 4pm. Just finished dinner, shiok mxm. Hehehe. Currently waiting for them to leave house so that i can go meet them!! Yay, shoppingspree ltr! ^^

You're seriously old enough to think, so stop doing things that will land you into deep trouble. Your life, your choice. 

Undescribable.

It's another school day for me today. Was too tired to wake up and so NIFM with Cheryl! A little waste time coming to school tho, but oh well, i need attendance. Class is forever so cold, and my eyelids are freaving heavy... Went through the ohsostupid day in school just now then trained back to Amk to meet Tristan, Larry & Yenhsi.

Accompanied Tristan for his eyebrow threading then walked around Hub. Went over to find Mummy & her friend for dinner. Went to buy my stuffs and i went home first aftermath.

Anyway, i just remembered that i had early Mac breakfast exactly one week ago with Flower, Randy, Beiyi, Tristan, Maddy, Larry, Alvin & Yenhsi! Couldn't believe i'll actually wake up at 6am on a school day!! Ohmygod. Headed to school at 9am after that. Okay, i wasn't late for school on that day, hahahaha.

I have so many things to do & buy before Cny!! & It's like few weeks away only.. 2 important things i needa do first, gonna buy my Cny clothes & cut+redye my hair like SOON. What colour should i dye this time round?! Lol. I'm always dyeing the same colour everytime. Maybe gonna bleach my hair............Hmmm.

Can't wait for pictures hur? Pictures below were taken last friday, gonna upload some only, rest @Facebook! Enjoy! ~

Okay, self-declare holiday tmr so there's no school for me! Hehehehe. Need to replenish my sleep already. Lol! I'mma laughing like some crazyass right now discussing about our younger self doing all sorts of nonsense. Hahahaha. Twiitzx like some idiots & look like some yp!! Was kinda fun tho, all memories now. (: Hehehe.

Backspacing and Refreshing.

Holla! Pardon my face above, too bored in class today!! I finally came to school not being late today, hehehe. Anyway, stayed home during last sat & sun!! Can you believe it?! OMG. Okay, was practically watching HarryPotter all the way, hehehehe.

Monday, school as usual and suppose to go home after school. But Tristan kept psycho-ing me to go down Chomp2 for dinner with them. So bused over to SgoonNorth to meet Flower then went over to find the rest. Dinner was great, hehehe. Walked over to some dessert shop for desserts, then bused home with Tristan & Yenhsi. ^^ Yesterday, school was fun with my idiotic year1 classmates. Hahaha. UT after school, tired mxm. Homed after that!

I'm so freaking cold plus bored now!! Can fall asleep any moment.... T.T Meeting Flower&Randy ltr on for movie, hehehe. ^^

Mo, mo?

Thursday after school, met up with Amandalove!! She came all the way down to Woodlands to meet me, omg. Love her mxm i swear! Hehe. Trained down to Tpy, accompanied her to do some stuffs then slacked around there and decided to go over to NEX. She like shopping spree, kept buying things!! OMG. Hahahaha.

Cabbed over to Chomp2 for dinner. Waited for the rest to come and had difficulty finding seats as we have 16 of us in total!! I think all of them v.cute, idk why. Hahaha. Frolick next, 爽! Hehehehe. Cabbed home aftermath!

Friday was a super sick day for me. Kept coughing non-stop! Was intending to leave after showing faci my codes but ended up staying throughout. Lol. Rushed home, nap awhile then went to prepare. Central next to meet Laura&co. Waited for Randy to reach then cabbed over to Laura's place as she & Maddy wanna change. Meanwhile, me & Randy were super engross in the Channel8, 9pm show. Hahahaha.

Cabbed over to Cineleisure after that to meet up with Siewhui, Flower, Tkl, Yl & Larry. Pontian for dinner then cabbed over to HolidayInn. 1Martell 2Chivas, very crazy mxm. It was a fun night tho, except for........nvrmind it's okay, used to it already. (: Cabbed over to SgoonNorth's 24hrs for WantanMee aftermath!! HEHEHEHE. ^^

Corrine suddenly called & psycho-ed me down to Gab's place. So yeah, cabbed over there with Siewhui & Randy. His place really got maximum sleeping feel. Lol!! Corrine & Gab wanna give me a surprise and it's super omfg. Experienced something which i didn't experience before and i never ever wanna experience it again, wtffffff. Anyway, drink and chatted etc then cabbed home around 8am. KO-ed when i reached home!

Today, mum forced me to wake up for dinner!! T.T Gonna TLP at home tonight already, omg. Mad boring. I wanna watch GhostMustBeCrazy!! ): 

Old, New?

Some photos from the past few days/week.

Happy 2011 guys! Okay, i know i'm late for like 6days. LOL. Spent my Newyear countdown with Siewhui, Maddy, Flower, Randy, Tristan, Larry, Yenhsi & Gabriel. Hahaha, really enjoyed that night. ^^

Anyway, 2010 wasn't a really good year tho, but there were a few moments that were memorable. First half of the year was quite okay while second half of the year was.....hmm, don't know how to say either. Experienced many stuffs plus many other emotions. Lol. But ohwell, it's been 2yrs since i've felt like that already. Haha. New year, new start hur? (:

School reopened and well, I managed to pull myself up on the first day of school although i'm late. LOL. Met up with Flower, Randy & Beiyu at 7am this morning for Mac breakfast! Dead tired, couldn't sleep that night cause i kept coughing!! ): Tristan, Maddy, Alvin, Larry & Yenhsi joined us aftermath. Slacked till 9am & i trained to school. Was feeling damn tired in the train, almost fell asleep....

School's such a bore today, i swear my eyelids gonna drop soon. Gonna meet my lovey later after school, hehehe. Don't worry okay, me love you!! ♥♥♥♥♥